honestly disappointed

This past Tuesday I had an interview at an elementary school in Southside ISD for a 1st grade position.  Today I got the official phone call that I was not the applicant chosen.  I feel like I've been doing good staying positive and hopeful and confident... but if I'm being honest, this was really disappointing and I'm having a hard time not getting discouraged.  For this past interview, I was the most excited, the most confident, the most prepared I had been for ANY other interview.  It was my A+ game plus some.  I thought I was going to get a happier phone call.  I would really appreciate prayers to stay enthusiastic and confident.  It's hard feeling like that interview was better than I've done so far all summer... and therefore my best wasn't enough.  I keep trying to remind myself that the Lord has a plan... we just really need for me to have a full-time teaching position this year, and well school starts in a week.  Please pray for the position that God has in store for me to open up and to be made know soon.  Pray for me to stop feeling down and being so negative with myself.  Really any and all prayers with my non-job situation are welcomed!  I just wanted to keep everyone up-to-date since I've been posting about the interviews and such as they come.  Hopefully something else will come up quickly and hopefully I will be able to trust and remember that the Lord will provide, even if it's not in the timing we would choose.